FINALLY I can’t express how happy I’m!
I have been raised in a non-traditional family. Marriage is just a registered agreement. Sex before marriage is good, sex after marriage is not. With an inspiring female hardworking role model for a mom. Wearing whatever I want to wear, nothing is too short. Yet I want all the traditions of a man asking my father for my hand and a big wedding. Sex after marriage, as something sacred. Wearing modest clothes and only revealing myself to my husband. A big family with lots of children and becoming a housewife taking care of my husband and children.
This is all opposite of how I’m raised. && the opposite of the society I life in. Like I was born in to the wrong day and age.